Exordium

I RUN I FALL WHAT RIPPED AWAY CHECK MY BODY WAS IT BODY OR SOUL THE DARKNESS FADES FADES TO THE LIGHT DISAPPEARING NOW DISAPPEARS FROM THE NIGHT AND ALL THESE NIGHTMARES I ONCE HAD AS A CHILD THE MORNING ALWAYS CAME IT CAME TOO LATE WHAT DID MY MIND FORGET FORGET TO HIDE COULD THE NIGHTMARE BE AWAKE I DONT KNOW IN OR OUT UP OR DOWN NEVER KNOWS ITS AN ILLUSION ROUND AND ROUND ON AND ON EVERY DAY SPINS MY CONFUSION NOT AGAIN NOT AGAIN NOT AGAIN THIS DREAM I CANT AWAKE WHAT IS REAL WHAT IS REAL WHAT IS REAL ITS GETTING HARD FOR ME TO TAKE WHAT I NEED WHAT I NEED WHAT I NEED A LITTLE SOMETHING I RELY AND THE WHITE SUGAR GENTLY HIDES ME THE SWEET SUGAR SAVES ME ITS THE ROOM THAT CONFINES ME CONFINES ME SWEET SUGAR

YESTERDAY BACK AND FORTH BROKEN DOOR NO LONGER OPENS BREAKING DOWN NEED IT NOW MOTHER SUGAR ALWAYS LOSE ME NOT AGAIN NOT AGAIN NOT AGAIN THIS DREAM I CANT AWAKE WHAT IS REAL WHAT IS REAL WHAT IS REAL ITS GETTING HARD FOR ME TO TAKE WHAT I NEED WHAT I NEED WHAT I NEED A LITTLE SOMETHING I RELY AND THE WHITE SUGAR GENTLY HIDES ME THE SWEET SUGAR SAVES ME ITS THE ROOM THAT CONFINES ME